I'm pretty high on Adderall and I don't really give a flying fuck anymore.

It's been a while since I've taken it and I can feel kind of weird and jittery.

I need it to focus, concentrate, to not suck in school. Because I don't function without it. I sit in class staring at a piece of paper, unable to even really process what's going on. Usually when I'm on it I'm able to get shit done. Now, not so much. I can't get myself to really email my professors to tell them what's going on, or get my classes for next semester figured out. I really just don't care anymore, which isn't really good.

Nothing going through my head is really good.

I don't know anymore, I just want to be alone and get my shit figured out. But that's not going to happen anytime soon.